Subconscious Staircase - 60 Min Video - Del. 11/15
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Delivery by October 31
60 min video recorded reading
I designed The Subconscious Staircase to go hand in hand with The Blueprint Theory because the Blueprint is ultimately about understanding the architecture underneath who we become. The Staircase takes that theory and turns it into something you can actively experience: instead of looking at a reaction, fear, or repeating pattern as an isolated problem, we trace it backward through the layers that created it... what activated you, how you learned to protect yourself, what you feared, what you came to believe, the version of yourself you became to survive it, and the unconscious rules you began living by. In Blueprint terms, we are essentially reverse-engineering the pattern until we can see the original equation underneath it. Once you can see the blueprint clearly, you can begin deciding which parts still belong to you and which were adaptations built for circumstances you are no longer living in.
A guided descent beneath the trigger, into the pattern, and down to the root.
The Subconscious Staircase is a 60-minute tarot and pendulum reading designed to uncover the deeper psychological pattern operating underneath a situation, trigger, relationship dynamic, fear, or repeating cycle in your life. Instead of asking only “What is happening?”, this reading asks “Why does this affect me the way it does... and what is actually underneath my response?”
Using a layered system of pendulum charts and tarot, we follow your presenting issue step by step through the subconscious. Each answer determines where we go next, allowing the reading to move from what you consciously recognize into the beliefs, fears, protective strategies, and unmet needs underneath it.
What We May Uncover
Depending on where your individual staircase leads, we may explore:
What is actually activating you
Your automatic emotional or behavioral response
What that response is trying to protect you from
The deeper fear beneath the reaction
The consequence your subconscious is anticipating
What you believe that consequence would mean about you
The core belief operating underneath the pattern
Where or how you may have learned that belief
The version of yourself you developed in response
The unconscious “rule” you may still be living by
The unmet emotional need underneath the entire pattern
The root wound connected to it
What may be ready to change
A healthier strategy for meeting that need today
What still needs to be acknowledged, expressed, grieved, released, or integrated
The goal isn't simply to identify a wound and stop there. We follow the entire architecture of the pattern.
For example, a reading might reveal:
Someone withdrawing activates me → I seek reassurance → because I'm protecting myself from rejection → because I fear abandonment → because abandonment would confirm that I'm not worth choosing → because I learned that love can disappear when I'm no longer useful → so I became the Pleaser → and began living by the rule that love must be earned → when what I actually need is secure, reciprocal connection.
Your staircase will be completely individual to you.
What Kind of Question Should I Ask?
You do not need to know what your root wound is before booking. In fact, you don't even need to know exactly why something bothers you. That's what we're investigating. The best questions give us a starting point, rather than trying to predict the future. You might ask something like:
“Why does this relationship affect me so deeply?”
“Why do I keep repeating this pattern?”
“Why am I so triggered when someone pulls away?”
“Why do I shut down when there's conflict?”
“Why do I feel like I always have to be in control?”
“Why is it so difficult for me to trust people?”
“Why do I keep choosing the same type of relationship?”
“Why do I feel responsible for everyone else's emotions?”
“Why does rejection affect me this strongly?”
“Why do I sabotage things when they're going well?”
“What is underneath my fear of being seen?”
“What subconscious pattern is currently influencing me the most?”
Or you can simply bring a specific situation that activated you recently, and we can begin there.
You Can Also Book Without a Specific Question
If you know that something keeps repeating but you can't identify what it is, that's enough. We can begin with:
“Show me the subconscious pattern that most needs my attention right now.”
From there, the pendulum determines our entry point and we follow the staircase wherever it leads.
How the Reading Works
This is not one tarot spread pulled at the beginning and interpreted for an hour. The reading unfolds in real time. We begin at the entry point. I use the pendulum system to determine which layer we need to investigate, then pull tarot cards specifically for that layer. What we uncover determines the next chart, the next question, and the next cards. So rather than forcing your experience into a predetermined explanation, we keep asking: What is underneath this? And then: What's underneath that? Until we reach the deeper belief, wound, need, or subconscious rule holding the pattern together. From there, we work back up the staircase toward integration... looking at what the old strategy was trying to accomplish and what may serve you differently now.
By the end of the hour, the intention is for you to be able to see your pattern as a complete sequence: Trigger → Response → Protection → Fear → Feared Consequence → Meaning → Core Belief → Origin → Survival Identity → Survival Rule → Unmet Need → Root → Exit → Integration
Sometimes the behavior we criticize most in ourselves makes considerably more sense once we understand what it was originally designed to protect. The Subconscious Staircase is about finding that original equation, and determining whether you still need to live by it.
This reading is intended for spiritual exploration, personal reflection, and self-inquiry. It is not psychotherapy, mental-health treatment, diagnosis, or a substitute for professional care.